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2010.07.02 【SO HOT】

      ......    .    I cannot cry

         呀呀~庆祝锇の键盘大人终于恢复正常了~~

本来说想买新的.可是去专柜问の时候.说我的键盘要是配新的的话要几百~

锇就换主意了.说去修修看~~可是经过一番折腾~最终还是配的新的~

可怜滴我哟....诶~~不管怎么说~键盘大人回到我身边了.还是键盘打字比较爽~

“键盘大人~别再离开我了..我的生命里可少不了你~I LOVE YOU”

        昨天重新看了一遍Kelly Clarkson的《Because Of You》的视频，说实话一次看的时候

没有什么感觉~只觉得歌好听.但是昨天重温の时候.哭了... ...不知怎么滴~就是看得想哭.尤其是看到她小时候父母吵架~爸爸翻桌子~和爸爸离去的时候...真的控制不了自己了~痛哭~！

呵呵..我很蠢哈.没办法本生物一就这么蠢...

I m forced to fake
我被迫去伪装
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
微笑.大笑,在我的生命当中的每{yt}
My heart can't possibly break
我的心不可能碎
When it wasn't even whole to start with
甚至当它一开始就不是完整的

I heard you cry every night in your sleep
我听见过你每天晚上在床上哭泣
I was so young
我当时太小
You should have known better than to lean on me
你应该知道一些比依靠我更好的办法
You never thought of anyone else
你从来没有考虑过别人的感受
You just saw your pain
你只看见自己的伤痛
And now I cry in the middle of the night
现在我在深夜里哭泣
Because of you
因为你
I try my hardest just to forget everything
我尽我{zd0}努力去忘记所有事
Because of you
因为你
Because of you
因为你
I am afraid
我害怕
I fear that you quarrel. Because I don't know what to do. I always change before you pretend like very mature. But I was a child. I need a warm family. Everybody's care. But now I can only be installed with indifferent attitude all..