就在杀那间
He might have my first boyfriend a bar, an Aries male, Wood, innocently, and not good at words table, only know how to pay quietly. We are together only three months, but also in the most intense high school. In fact, I did not loved him, just like. And such like, also in the feelings of escape, under another section of a sudden happen. Because I had always loved is another, while that person has suddenly and my best friend together, and so I, in the confusing circumstances, a sudden lightning-like in love with my first boyfriend, and then at top speed Dadehuore, and then split at top speed. Suddenly made sense, and suddenly did not feel, so I suddenly felt that I had always believed in the theory of feeling a sudden short-circuited. Now think about it, to borrow the words of a person that is that I had this man as a life-saving straw. Perhaps, for some silly feelings, as we still do not understand what is love, the time, it had already happened. And I was kind of hasty beginning is the end of that kind of willfulness and did not consider his feelings too much, but felt he had no feeling.
I remember that time, to talk about breaking up, nor is it positive to talk about is the best girlfriend and I call that time, inadvertently referred to, in fact, has not asked for more time to just talk casually. Because it coincided with the summer waiting for the notice, the thought, wait for the college, places far away, it will naturally alienate, also naturally broke up, so that will not go there personally hurt by. But did not expect that a careless words, but still attracted believed her, and Ever since, I just really have so separated. He has been asked to meet me to talk about clear, while I have always refused to face, because I am afraid to see his sad eyes.
In this way, universities, and we have almost no connection with, maybe I deliberately dodging him, then perhaps he is very understanding, know that I hate persists in arguing endlessly, of course, these are also words of the post. Sophomore year, I know that has experienced a second five-year boyfriend, but also precisely because of this second boyfriend, my boyfriend walked into the contrary, and the first, because I regard him as my trash can, cry I resigned and suffering. I know this is very bad, but they are still playing the self-willed. So many years, a period of five years of that feeling, from the beginning to the end, I have repeatedly, parallels in the nature, he is still accompanied by my side, never left. I know that his heart had me, but I also know I can not give him anything. I also told him, hurry to find a girlfriend bar, do not shortage of the old way, he said something you hurry, I do not worry. In fact, I would like to reduce the guilt in my mind.
Because of him, I learned that no one is feeling a responsibility which must not begin nor end casually. But before I so cruel to his, but also because I know that the only way he can find a really belongs to his own well-being. In this way to the seventh year, for seven years, a full seven years, the Chinese New Year I went home, he asked me to dinner, dinner time, I knew he liked a girl, but he was realistic to consider many factors, not the pursuit of .