How should i say the life past? Maybe somewhat a kind of joke or a fade conventional style.

it's difficult for me to face up to the time elapsed which i soberly memind but hate absolutely. Nevertheless, it is acted as a mirror to emerge my faults spending too much time being addicted to the blur virtual world where broken my heart and interfered with study. Eventhough how hard do i make up for the holes, they would never restore to the complete ones or i don't want to have the similar ones.

Everything is changing, i seem to have altered my internal mind from ignorance to realitic. The phenomenon i called is "Amoeba Effect" and Amoeba is unwilling to defeat.

I expect a better, for i'm endeavoring to cherish every minute to do something worthy which i believe. Perhaps it's not a correct path to everyone,but it seems to be suitable for me, i firmly acknowledge that to do is better than not in light of prevenient experience.

If i have chance to be sent to the filed i hoped, i shall overcome difficulties and obstacles step by step.

To be trust, but i looked as nothing had happend in the past.

Form now, reborn to be myself.